Pondering

Life has been interesting lately. I'm questioning everything. Losing two friends in four days to cancer didn't help.

This move to New Zealand has helped foster some great spiritual development. I'm finally at the crux of whatever it is that is keeping me from getting what I want. I don't know what that is yet, but to finally be in contact with "it" is phenomenal.

I had an interesting chat with a dear friend last week. Someone whose friendship means so much to me and who has helped me along this path. We don't speak often, but we always do at just the right times. Our conversation got me wondering -

Am I really already the person I want to be and I just haven't recognised it in myself?

Stay tuned while I figure out the answer...though my current hunch is Yes! Actually, Hell Yes!

This moment of pondering was brought to you by the letter F for friendship and 32 for my birthday coming up this Sunday.